30th April 2002

Finally the week is over, it’s really hard to wait for something that you are eagerly looking forward to. Finally tomorrow is that the day when I will meet her again and now unable to come up to conclusion as what could be the surprise…

Today also was the day of my class 11th result... God Damn I’ve screwed up badly… barely managed to clear it with a Grace in Physics. My class teacher (Physics) was so much surprised with the result as at the start of term I usually asked her questions that sometimes she didn’t have had any answers and she was quite impressed (or irritated/frustrated, I dunno) that later during the whole year whenever she taught some important topic she never forgot to ask me “Pranjal koi doubt to nahi hai na, sab samajh aa gaya???”. And at the end of year there was my pathetic result.

Damn Confused, on one side I was happy that I am gonna meet her after the break of almost one and a half month, but on other side this result made me think again whether I took wrong decision to go for JEE. With this result JEE is a distant dream for me, I was thinking that I have to focus more on 12th board exams rather than on IIT JEE and to quit the coaching as on every class day I almost lost 1.5 hrs in travelling, although only good aspect of this traveling was 15-20 mins one sided journey alongside her.

22nd April 2002

Its my B’day again, and this diary’s first b’day. During last 1 year I found out that this is really a good companion to share some of my secrets specially the friendship with Neha about which no one knows (except a few tempo wallas :P hehehe).

Today my parents gifted me my first cell phone a sleek and sexy Samsung C210, with the special number with my DOB as last 6 digits 98**220485. In afternoon I got some free time and made first call from my cell. A call to 9**9595643, the number belonging to Neha, just to inform her about my b’day gift. She asked me for a double party and we decided that we will go on 1st May, when I will be going to my classes after exam break (her classes were already started). How and when we will decide later… She also told me that she had a big surprise for me.

And now m just waiting for 1st May..............

25th March 2002

Don’t know why but feeling somewhat lonely, just missing her :( . Tried calling her on cell but it was switched off :( . Perhaps she was in exam hall…

15th March 2002

Break for a month and a half so as to prepare for school exams, or I would say relief from tiring coaching trips for one and a half month under the excuse of School Exams. I don’t have many hopes with exams but let’s see how they turn out.

21st Feb 2002

After going together for almost 1.5 months, for the first time Neha wasn’t with me today on our way to coaching. :(
Actually I got late as I had to go out with my mum to buy some stuff for home. When I reached NN I was sure that she must have left as I was late by almost 15 mins, although I waited for another 2-3 mins in hope that she was late too but she didn’t turned out. Finally I just managed to reach GT on time after hiring the auto.

12th Jan 2002

After bumping into each other for 6-7 times during last 20 days we realize that we gel up in very good manner. With some mutual understanding we decided that if we didn’t met in our first tempo then we will meet at NN stop, first one to reach there had to wait for 5 mins for other. Afterall no one wants to go alone and we can also easily pass that boring journey time, although its just about 15 mins but its better to have a company then go alone. :-)

22th Dec 2001

After a week today I again bumped into her at NN stop. She was sitting in tempo waiting to get it filled and luckily I was the last person to get into tempo waiting to get filled and move. As some people sitting between us we just exchanged smiles and a silent hi. :)

15th Dec 2001

Whoa, What a coincidence…

Last Saturday (8th) when I was sitting in tempo (public conveyance vehicles in Indore) on my way to GT, I was quite sad and haven’t realized who was sitting there. During my journey I have to change it at one stop (Nagar Nigam, NN). At that stop a gal came to me and said Hi. At first I was shocked “ki achanak ye kaun tapak padi” then I realized that shez the same gal (Neha) whom I met in the train. There she told me that she was sitting in same tempo in which I was. She asked me where I was lost that I haven’t noticed that she was sitting there. I somehow directed her question to other things and found that she was also going to her coaching (RP) which is on the way to my coaching so we boarded to same tempo.

And now today again when I was going GT I found her sitting in front of me in the tempo, it was time for me to say Hi!! We had a casual talk about the school and things going on in respective coaching’s.

16rd Nov, 2001: A couple of days after diwali

This is something ridiculous. Just like schools coachings should also give atleast 5 days off for Diwali, so that people like me who are going out of town should relax. No, but these coaching people gave off only for 3 days, so considering our alternate day classes only one day off. And thus I have to come back or rather I would say that I am send back so that I don’t miss my classes and even my bad luck that they will come after a couple of days. Let’s now face the reality.

Neways, today in train on my way back to Indore, I got bored and opened my GT worksheet to solve. I found a gal boarded form Ujjain, came and sat in front of me. She was cool, casual and friendly gal, Neha although not very beautiful, but her eyes, her eyes were really stunning, very beautiful eyes. As I was solving some questions from my GT sheet and she saw it and after some time our conversation started. There I found out that she too was preparing for JEE from one of the institutes (Ranker's Point, RP) in Indore only. It was quite a pleasant chit chat about study environment and all that at our respective classes for next about 1 hr when we reached Indore.

15th July 2001

Have I made a mistake taking Maths - Science as subject??

Or it’s just some disturbance in changing school??

Well taking admission in Gupta Tutorials (GT) for IIT JEE prep, and changing day school to morning school is too much….

GOD!!!!!!! I hate getting up early in morning for this school. Now after doing all sudden changes in my life I am clueless in my studies about what they are teaching at school as well as at coaching…. I haven’t really thought that I would ever hate Mathematics which I loved a lot till a few days ago.

22nd Apr 2001

Hiii,

This is Pranjal.

And Happy B’day to me.

This, a really beautiful diary is among many gifts that I have had received today. This is gifted to me by one of my best friends. He use to write diary and told me to start writing. Here I am obeying him starting the diary on my birthday only.

The b’day went really well with some close friends and family. Today we went to Chowkhi Dhani for lunch with close friends and family followed by a movie at night.

That’s how my B’day was. The day is now over and m now waiting for my 10th class result. Let’s hope for the best.

Neways the diary has been started lets c where it goes……