Monday, August 31, 2009

30th April 2002

Finally the week is over, it’s really hard to wait for something that you are eagerly looking forward to. Finally tomorrow is that the day when I will meet her again and now unable to come up to conclusion as what could be the surprise…

Today also was the day of my class 11th result... God Damn I’ve screwed up badly… barely managed to clear it with a Grace in Physics. My class teacher (Physics) was so much surprised with the result as at the start of term I usually asked her questions that sometimes she didn’t have had any answers and she was quite impressed (or irritated/frustrated, I dunno) that later during the whole year whenever she taught some important topic she never forgot to ask me “Pranjal koi doubt to nahi hai na, sab samajh aa gaya???”. And at the end of year there was my pathetic result.

Damn Confused, on one side I was happy that I am gonna meet her after the break of almost one and a half month, but on other side this result made me think again whether I took wrong decision to go for JEE. With this result JEE is a distant dream for me, I was thinking that I have to focus more on 12th board exams rather than on IIT JEE and to quit the coaching as on every class day I almost lost 1.5 hrs in travelling, although only good aspect of this traveling was 15-20 mins one sided journey alongside her.

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